Hello again.

I have the urge to blog so I am going to blog. I am sure I will stop again and start again 50 more times. I am wishy washy like that. :) I have had a challenging few months and just didn't feel like I could pretend to be positive and happy when I wasn't really feeling that way but it's a new year and a new me! A happy positive new me. So...what's new in my world you ask?
I have two beautiful new nephews. Azik and Maddox whom I am completely madly in love with and actually will be spend lots of time with Maddox babysitting him on some of my days off when Caroline goes back to work which I am super excited about! I already have the pack n play set up for him to sleep in. Also in other baby news my sister in law Amber is pregnant! There is a lot of baby business going on around here and I love it!
Cameron was here for about 2 weeks for Christmas and we had fun while he was here. He is happy in Connecticut and doing well in school. He just started playing basketball and is of course loving it. Last game he played he scored 20 points! I miss that kid like crazy. I wish I could say he hated living there and wanted to come home but alas that's not the case. Michael is really doing a great job with him and I am happy they are getting to spend this time together and I think that this has been a positive change for Cameron. Me being sad isn't what's important and I am willing to put that fact aside if he is happy and healthy. I am really looking forward to summer with him.
Zeland is awesome. Or crazy depending on who you ask :) I cannot imagine life without him. He makes us laugh and he make us want to toss him out a window! Terrible 3's are no joke!
Keep on the look out for more Zeland posts.