Zeland is doing fantastic! He is getting so big already I can't believe it! He is starting to hold his head up and look around. He really seems to respond to Andrew and I when we talk to him he even smiles at us...which I choose to believe that he is actually smiling and its not just that he has gas! I haven't been blogging much as I have been spending a lot of time in cottonwood with my parents and just find myself very busy taking care of Zeland who insists on being held most of the time. Nicole made me a baby sling and it has really been a life saver. I can hold Zeland and get things done around the house too.

Zeland is sleeping pretty well. He sleeps from about 12-5am which is fantastic. My only complaint is from about 9-12am he likes to party! He isn't mad or crying he just likes to hang out. I however would love to be sleeping at this time but what can you do?! I am hoping that this will pass and little Z will get better at sleeping.

I have decided to go back to work. I have struggled with this decision since finding out I was pregnant. I would love to stay home with my boys but financially it seems impossible. On the flip side though daycare is outrageously expensive. So I am just going to see how it works out. We are checking into a few daycare places by our house. Had I not procrastination the whole situation I would have had a daycare lined up already but I am not that organized so we have less then three weeks to find daycare!!! Wish me luck!